TW

Late spooky story.

I was left with thoughts when my brain asked me, “What terrifies you?” Words have been sprinkled throughout my nerves and one thing I knew everything went black. Like dead air, just nothing, and a “ting!”. The thoughts have overflown, like a wave in a coast, splashing through my feet, filling my empty vessel. The water crept into my veins and was at the peak of exploding because of the pumping in my chest.

There was something that even my brain couldn’t afford to answer.

A question that almost ripped my soul, I knew it was not because of the excessive daydreaming I had been experiencing or how I had been thinking of unaliving myself. What horrifies me makes me wonder why and how it was relevant? How deep it was that made my system go crazy?

It looks so simple on the outside, but horrifyingly will astray you inside. I do not know what is terrifying about trying and doing it again, but am absolutely will not do it again. Like everyone in a horror movie, I would run like crazy and not look back.

I think it was too shallow to be my greatest fear, but I knew I don’t have to be in everyone’s fear description. It was unfortunate that trying was my fear when it was the only chance to get opportunities. It was a frustration that one thing could traumatize me and all I would do was sabotage myself. I also hate myself for being sensitive and one scenario could easily traumatize me.

What’s scarier was when you were forced to face your fears.

Sadly, I couldn’t do anything. I feel so bad about not facing it, not doing it. It spooked me out. If there’s a way, I would like to do it the other way. Thank you.

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